Monday, September 28, 2009

it feels disconnected

It feels like things are disconnected. Like there's this world in front of me, that I cannot take part in. I feel like my body is out to get me.

I don't really know if there is anything wrong per se, I'm just not sure if everything is right. Between John and I, there doesn't seem to be any underlying or obvious issues of which to note. He has said that he wouldn't make the same mistakes he once has -- which is better than I could have hoped for. However... there seems this disconnect. That we are on edge with one another, and that nothing is ever good enough for either party. It's really hard to explain, because, like I said there's nothing wrong. Just a feeling...

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