Needing to rant. Just a little bit. Well, it might turn into a lot a bit knowing me. Either I'm in a hormonal fluctuation or I'm just bugged by this you get what you want or it turns into something way bigger than it should be thing that seems to be happening. Cool, you're stressed - I get it. I'm stressed too, in case you couldn't tell. That's not a reason to have any squabbles. When a friend is like "hey I'll totally get that equipment, can you give me some information before I spend this money on it?" you shouldn't get upset or say it's too much work. You wanted to sell the shit in the first place. Especially as he's like 'Hey <3 for working with me, hurray.' and gives you options which don't include deconstruction of the equipment which you wanted to avoid for convenience purposes. When people are going out of there way to help you with a project you shouldn't freak out when it doesn't go according to your presupposed plans. I get it, you don't like self maintained ignorance, change of plans, and being lost. Okay, so I guess, maybe, you have a plan for life and existence and got tweaked. So that sucks. In my interview today they asked me what is an admirable quality in a human and I said flexibility and a positive outlook. While I tried to slant it towards relevancy, it's very true.
Okay so that's the end of my rant. As you're not being...whatever anymore, it's not at the moment relevant, but it made me feel better.